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I'm still feeling a lil down. For reasons I've stated and more. Ah well, guess I shoulda gotten on anti depressants when I had the chance... But I read people on anit depressants 25 and younger have 20% higher suicide rate. I started talking to my ex, Aaron yesterday. It was fun and exciting, but all at the same time sad. Considering I'd of never broken up with the boy if Sou hadn't have made me feel so guilty all the time. I really truely thing I loved him, which is strange since I've never even met him irl. But somthing in me missed him and wanted him back. But I know I need to ignore it for my best interest. Today, I woke up and bam! Im already being griped at.How is it you lay beside someone every night and yet you get less action than if you weren't? I just don't understand.Feels like I'm in a hole this morning, maybe if I take a nap I can find my way out again,and in my happy place.Or perhaps maybe I should just give in to the fact that my life seems like one of the women in the fifties? Oh yeah, if anyone has a myspace, I got one of those too,no reason I know even less people on there, but hey~! I go by the same name as I do here, me_nuffin_nore. Current Location: In the livingroom Current Mood: sad
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Okay, woke up in a great mood, peachy. Then Colt has to start his shit, asking me to do shit for him left and right.Then he keeps picking on me. TIP FOR THE WISE: DONT BULLSHIT WITH A PREGNATE WOMAN~!!! I'm tired of feeling worthless. Can I jsut be a lesbian? Please, why oh why Lord did you make me like that one part of a man v_V. Okay, my man shows me love by playing. All I want is a lil romance every once in a while... that's all. Is that too much. I get him things left and right, like drinks and food. I put of with his bitching. He gets me lil special things from the store plays around..I mean he tries to be sweet in his own way, he's just not the romantic type. I dont know what to do. ::Sigh:: Im so confused my head hurts. Help me V_v'; Tips help. ::laughs:: He just got his car stuck in the snow. Poor guy, he wanted me to go try and drive a standard, he wanted to teach me. Now, I give him hell to being pregnate Im mean. But If he took the time of day to listen, this wouldnt happen..I dont know. Omg I just confused this guy for a girl lmfao I feel so bad.. I couldnt remember who it was. Oh I feel so bad U_u; Still it was funny Tell me what you do when you have no ID, no SS card, no picture ID nothing. But you're wactching your life pass by day by day no changes. It's just passing. What do you do? I'm wondering after having my son taken away being homeless, I dont even know if he is in love with me anymore, is life really worth living. All there is is pain. Nothing comes without pain. Nothing.. Btw No Im not suicidal Im just wondering seriously, why's it worth all the pain Current Mood: bitchy
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